Proceeded to go upstairs and get yelled at...
Argued with Dad about something stupid which led me to cry for the first time today...
Cleaned the first floor...
Had a lovely argument with Mom which led to me crying for the second time today...
Took a shower...
Ate a quick brunch...
Went to rehearsal where I sat around bored out of my mind for 3 hours...
Grabbed dinner with Cameron at Griddles...
Went to the Burial Chamber meeting which was semi-interesting (heckling Erick was fun!)...
Took Cameron home and proceeded to cry for the third time today...
Drove back to my house...
Tried to convince myself to do homework and failed...
Sat here...
Feel free to call me and distract me from homework... or text message me and try to make me smile. Ya'll know the number. As Travis would say, "I'm outie."
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There are times when I imagine
I'm not always on his mind.
He's not thinking what I'm thinking,
Always half a step behind...
Always half a step behind...
Aida - A Step Too Far
Sat here...
Feel free to call me and distract me from homework... or text message me and try to make me smile. Ya'll know the number. As Travis would say, "I'm outie."
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There are times when I imagine
I'm not always on his mind.
He's not thinking what I'm thinking,
Always half a step behind...
Always half a step behind...
Aida - A Step Too Far
I held the pieces of my soul.
I was shattered,
And I wanted you to come and make me whole.
Vertical Horizon - I'm Still Here
And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow.
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now.
And all I can taste is this moment,
And all I can breathe is your life,
'Cause sooner or later it's over,
I just don't wanna miss you tonight.
Goo Goo Dolls - Iris
I was shattered,
And I wanted you to come and make me whole.
Vertical Horizon - I'm Still Here
And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow.
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now.
And all I can taste is this moment,
And all I can breathe is your life,
'Cause sooner or later it's over,
I just don't wanna miss you tonight.
Goo Goo Dolls - Iris
I'm sorry for everything I've said...
And for anything I forgot to say too.
When things get so complicated,
I stumble, at best muddle through.
I wish that our lives could be simple;
I don't want the world, only you.
Aida - Radames' Letter
Cinderella walked upon broken glass.
Sleeping Beauty let a whole lifetime pass.
Love is blood and sweat and tears.
Love means facing all your fears.
And you get love, pain, the whole damn thing.
If you want my heart, you get everything.
Love, pain, the whole damn thing.
It's a crown of thorns to wear a golden ring.
And for anything I forgot to say too.
When things get so complicated,
I stumble, at best muddle through.
I wish that our lives could be simple;
I don't want the world, only you.
Aida - Radames' Letter
Cinderella walked upon broken glass.
Sleeping Beauty let a whole lifetime pass.
Love is blood and sweat and tears.
Love means facing all your fears.
And you get love, pain, the whole damn thing.
If you want my heart, you get everything.
Love, pain, the whole damn thing.
It's a crown of thorns to wear a golden ring.
Love, pain, the whole damn thing.
If you want my heart...
If you want my heart...
You get everything.
Amy Sky - Love, Pain, The Whole Damn Thing
If you want my heart...
If you want my heart...
You get everything.
Amy Sky - Love, Pain, The Whole Damn Thing
If I could say what I wanna say,
I'd say I wanna blow you away
And be with you every night.
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could see what I wanna see,
I'd wanna see you go down on one knee:
Marry me today.
Guess I'm wishing my life away,
On these things I'll never say.
Avril Lavigne - Things I'll Never Say
When your heart decides
That it's time to let it through,
There's no reason to be scared
To open up.
Love may be blind
But all of us don't see it,
So just once in your life,
If you hear the knock of love,
Just let it in.
Hold her closer when she cries.
Hold her closer when you know it's time to say goodbye;
Hurry back to see her smile again.
And hold him closer when he's down,
And when his world is upside down,
Turn it around... turn it around.
Blessid Union of Souls - Hold Her Closer
Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance,
For a break that would make it okay.
There's always some reason
To feel not good enough,
And it's hard at the end of the day.
I need some distraction,
Oh, beautiful release.
Memories seep thru my veins.
Let me be empty,
Oh, and weightless, and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight.
Sarah McLachlan - Angel
‘Cause I miss you, body and soul, so strong that it takes my breath away.
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today.
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right,
And though I can’t be with you tonight,
You know my heart is by your side.
Daniel Bedingfield - If You're Not The One
I'd say I wanna blow you away
And be with you every night.
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could see what I wanna see,
I'd wanna see you go down on one knee:
Marry me today.
Guess I'm wishing my life away,
On these things I'll never say.
Avril Lavigne - Things I'll Never Say
When your heart decides
That it's time to let it through,
There's no reason to be scared
To open up.
Love may be blind
But all of us don't see it,
So just once in your life,
If you hear the knock of love,
Just let it in.
Hold her closer when she cries.
Hold her closer when you know it's time to say goodbye;
Hurry back to see her smile again.
And hold him closer when he's down,
And when his world is upside down,
Turn it around... turn it around.
Blessid Union of Souls - Hold Her Closer
Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance,
For a break that would make it okay.
There's always some reason
To feel not good enough,
And it's hard at the end of the day.
I need some distraction,
Oh, beautiful release.
Memories seep thru my veins.
Let me be empty,
Oh, and weightless, and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight.
Sarah McLachlan - Angel
‘Cause I miss you, body and soul, so strong that it takes my breath away.
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today.
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right,
And though I can’t be with you tonight,
You know my heart is by your side.
Daniel Bedingfield - If You're Not The One